Well little man were do i start! there are thousands of memories which i will cherish forever, its hard !! But they are all still fresh in my head as if it was just yesterday that i saw you. Like the time when you waved at me when i was leaving your home when i had been visiting you, stood there in the window, lips against the glass making more cleaning up for mummy) i was walking to the car i turned round an you waved so cute at me. It was just a bend of the fingers wave but it was so nice to see , it made me giggle inside. And the thousands of times you used to pop in work to see me, you used to help me sweep up (such a good helper always willing to learn). And robbing my fresh baked bread what had taken me half the morning to bake, yeah my little monkey comes along takes a footlong bread, toddles off sits on the stairs (and yep, as you guessed) chomping away on it as if he had never seen food before. But he looked as though he was enjoying it and that was the main thing! He would pretend to answer the phone saying 'YEAH' in his own little Ethan way. He used to love pointing at different things and saying 'THERE' or 'ROAR'! The time when we went to Alton Towers we sang in the car on the way there 1 little 2 little 3 little monkeys, 4 little 5 little 6 little monkeys (he laughed and smiled like he awlays did) when auntie dee dee sung that silly song! Clare and Andrew had taken him to chester zoo so many times he would bring me back presents like monkey's on keyrings, there so much appreciated because you can imagine him in the sovernier shop pointing to which toy he wanted to get me, and clare would say ethan picked that himself for you, well even that would bring a tear to your eye. There are so many memeories of ethan all amazing ones's. Too many to write about as we don't have that much space to use but i could go on and on for weeks, months, years. Ethan James there isn't a day goes by that i wish you could just be here smiling and laughing, i was so close to you and as an Auntie i felt like a Mother. You are always in my thoughts and you will always be here in my heart all my love forever and always Auntie Dee Dee xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx